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welll life it's kinda like ehhh and w/e right now not much going on i saw my friend art a few days ago han't see his ass in a long ass time it's so werid how we used to go to school togother and now i don't even speak to him ....welll not much to say just going long with life.......
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[27 Sep 2005|10:42pm] |
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i have no idea what i'm doing right now i got into a fight with my dad and he kick me out of the house i have no place to go. i have no one what can i do i might just have to leave and neve r come back every again BUT WHERE!!!
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[16 Sep 2005|12:26am] |
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i sit here waiting wondering what well become of me in the year's to come. I wondering why did i join the air force or the arm and make something of myself like my best friend josh did i call this a tradedy yes i am going to go to college this year. i need something else to get me thought my life then just my famliy i need someone closer then a friend now so here i am trying Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be.
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[12 May 2005|02:23pm] |
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Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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[10 May 2005|02:20pm] |
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Your Birthdate: June 23 |
With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion. |
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[29 Apr 2005|10:23pm] |
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How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh, please don't barage me with the questions
to all those ugly answers
My ego's like my stomach
it keeps shitting what I feed it
but maybe I don't want to finish anything anymore.
My best friend is back.
Damm it's biig a long time since i've see him
it make's me wanne join the air force just to do something
with my life i don't feel like i'm doing anything or going
anywhere here in fullerton... :/
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[18 Apr 2005|06:22pm] |
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guesss what eveyone someone that i love veryyy much is coming back. my one love yes you guess it right josh is coming back from the air force yay!! can't wait to see you dude...just one more week :)
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[18 Feb 2005|12:22am] |
you know i'll call you eventually
when i wanna talk
till then you're invisible
cause there's a switch that gets hit
& it all stops making sense.
& in the middle of drinks, maybe the 5th
or the 6th, i'm completely alone....
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[14 Jan 2005|12:14am] |
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so i'm here once more in my room nothing to do. So i'm just thinking about stuff i need to start thikning about my life move out of my house i'm tired of work need to find something new or get some goddam better pay.....and now i need to start thinking what i really what to do with my life like what should i do in college......let's just come back to that other day shelll we....and i need to have a talk with my dad about me getting my car i know he well help me out if i start doing eveyrthing like when i mean eveything i mean like start saving more money and not going to to late help around the house more...but anywho ya....well that''s all for tonight...
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[04 Nov 2004|08:54pm] |
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I've met that point in my life feel the need to party.........................................................................................
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[28 Oct 2004|08:24pm] |
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It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
It's just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music
Echo through the house
Where my grandmother drank
By herself
And I sat watching a flower
As it was withering
I was embarrassed by its honesty
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this fucking wreck
That's taken its place
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
But spring came bearing sunlight
Those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
When Justin spoke very plainly
He said "Of course it's your decision,
But just so you know,
If you decide to leave,
Soon I will follow"
I wrote this for a baby
Who has yet to be born
My brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here
And it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arrive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.
Just love.
I will be pure
No, no, I know I will be pure
Like snow, like gold
Like snow, like gold
Like snow, like snow
Like gold, like gold, like gold
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[09 Sep 2004|10:08pm] |
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why is life so hard.............................................................????
why can't i just be a kid all my life............................................???
why most i work....................................................................??
why i'm i a life.................................................................????
why can't i just be left alone....................................................???
why whywhyhwh yw hywhyw hywh y hwy why..............................................
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[17 Aug 2004|09:34pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
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[04 Aug 2004|11:21pm] |
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 ..:)
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:) yay
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[03 Aug 2004|11:10pm] |
Now...This ones on you, and I won't let it die...I won't let go.
Goddamn this whole thing.
I remember being happy.
And I said,
That you must do what is right.
And I know,
You must do what's best for you.
And I said,
That we/you must do what feels right.
In our hearts, we must carry on.
Now...I'm not afraid of being here,
I'm scared of feeling alone again.
Goddamn everything.
I remember being happy.
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[20 Jul 2004|12:30am] |
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ok today was so much fun me and bradon were hang out and we walk over to this one girl from myspace that she was so beauitful........................
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what i like the most is that i could talk to her so easy she was so kool to just talk to i had so much fun just talking to her well i was hang out with her later on me and bradon walk back home we made a stop and get something to eat today was Great :)
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